is it wickedness? is it weakness?
you decide...
☆ about ☆
☆ hey, i'm mabe! i'm a genderfluid, bisexual college student as well as a self-taught digital artist and writer. i often enjoy indulging in the fantasy that i'm much more important than i actually am, which is what this about page is mostly for.
☆ i'm from the usamerican south and speak english and spanish, though the latter is a bit rusty and half-baked. i also eventually want to learn chinese and/or arabic.
☆ i take great pride in my transness and "queer" is one of my favorite words! my exact gender identity label changes frequently, but i am never cis.
☆ i identify as an eclectic pagan, but i don't really take it seriously. if it means anything to you, i'm an aquarius sun, sagittarius moon, and capricorn rising.
☆ i am autistic and have P-DID, which causes some gaps in my memory. i try my best to be articulate, but i often mix metaphors, forget what words mean, and read things overly literally. please be patient with me!
☆ i am the CEO of taking things too seriously and firmly believe it is Always that deep. i mainly use my blog as a scrapbook for everything i love and see all my mutuals as my friends.
☆ i'm zigzag's lame silly angelpuppy.
☆ interests ☆
☆ general interests: my ocs, astronomy, oceanography, religion/mythology/folklore, anthropology, queer history, character design, body mods, crystals (ask me about my collection), divination (especially tarot), makeup & fashion, video games
☆ media interests: hoyoverse games* (especially hsr), splatoon, gokurakugai, doom (2016 + eternal only), persona 5, horror games, rhythm games, roblox**, and more!
*hyv games are the work of shaytan; when i say i like them, i mean a few select characters from each game. also, i don't post much about genshin anymore, but it's unfortunately still deeply embedded in my brain.
**rblx games i like include phighting (my current hyperfixation!), regretevator, roomslikes + horror games in general, nico's nextbots, and more! i also have an original roblox game oc verse.
☆ check out my favorite characters list!
☆ opinions/byf ☆
☆ people i do not fuck with
zionists or any other flavor of neo-nazi bullshit, ableists and professional Dx purists, radfems/gender crits/terfs, transandrophobia truthers, proship/propara weirdos, people who do not engage with kink from a RACK perspective/do not take it seriously (same goes with body mods), white queers who are weird about it, and people I Personally find annoying. that's all!
minors can interact in passing, but please do not follow.
☆ stuff that is much less serious but that i still want far away from me
☆ people who are completely serious about astrology and believe in it strongly
☆ people who regularly engage in discourse or argue a lot on the dash
☆ people who ship boothill with women* or ship scythe with men (especially robinhill and banscythe shippers. get away from me.)
☆ people who are like, Really into subkit. i am simply a scythe stan who chooses his peace. 🙏
*with exception made to my oc x canon ship for him. that's the only m/f boothill ship i tolerate.
☆ faves ☆
☆ hyv: the penacony cast, esp. boothill, acheron, aventurine, black swan, and rappa; sumeru, esp. cyno, tighnari, dehya, and layla; anaxa, cipher, silver wolf, kafka, guinaifen, hi3 main trio, aponia
ships: cynari, candehya, acheswan, guishang, kafhime, ciphlaea, jingrenheng any combo, phaideinaxa any combo, kiamei, bronseele, elyponia
☆ rblx: scythe, katana, coil, hyperlaser, subspace, bive, folly, split, wallter, two time, chance, azure, elliot, 1x1x1x1 (all interps), sebastian solace, pandemonium
ships: hypertana, scythestaff, scyker, all/folly, azuretime, secondchance, swocket, etc
☆ other: tao, nei, utsuro, alma (gokurakugai), marina, shiver, pearl, octavio, agent 8 (splatoon), samuel hayden, the slayer (doom), futaba, yusuke, akechi (p5)
ships: pearlina, polycut esp. shivrye, mariver, agent 24, shuake, pegoryu
☆ friends! ☆
☆ zag, my beloved muse! the moon to my sun! the sword to my rocket! not just a friend but my boyfriend!!!!!! ok that's enough exclamation points.
i constantly try to express what you mean to me, but i feel like i fall short every time. i really truly love everything about you, and i'm so glad i get to call you mine. you mean the world to me. i'm here for you, always.
☆ kas, my best friend! you've stuck with me through thick and thin, and i'm always so appreciative of you. i love listening to you talk about any and everything, even if i don't understand it. thank you for everything you've done for me and my ocs <3
☆ xinyi-meimei, my sister!! your enthusiasm and passion is so contagious, i absolutely adore you! your friendship means everything to me! i love being silly and sharing family drama + hsr bullshit with you always... you're so awesome...
☆ soliel, my little bug! i never thought we'd be this close, honestly. your devotion and honesty is so admirable to me; i'm always hoping for the very best for you.
☆ shannon, my favorite gossipmonger! i love being a hater with you, it's always so much fun. don't carry the weight of things alone, though; i'm here if you need me. we all are.
☆ — more to come!
☆ mabecore ☆
